The Darkness Within
By: Kasuto of Kataan
Chapter One: The Emergence
It was inside of him now. Link’s mind was being slowly invaded by it. It began to work its way into the depths of Link’s soul. It was changing him, little by little. The invader was once the greatest power in the Universe. Now, it was all but gone. What was left decided to seek vengeance. Vengeance on the one who destroyed it. This child had taken its tortured souls. There were no souls left for it to torment, except for one. At the moment before its destruction, part of it invaded Link’s soul. There was only enough of it to seek vengeance on one person. This one person would be Link. If it could not take trillions of souls, one would have to suffice. It was going to kill Link, and take him back to hell.
It was an average day in the Kokiri Forest.
Link really hoped that his life would finally return to normal. After his
adventures as the Hero of Time, Link thought that his life would go back
to the way it was. Then he met Kasuto and the Guardians. That practically
turned his life upside-down, again. But now, his life would go back to
normal. It was time for some rest and relaxation.
Link began his day with his usual morning
routine. It had been a couple weeks since his encounter with the Guardians.
The injuries he sustained from fighting that awful creature were finally
starting to heal. His arm would have to stay in a sling for another month
or so, but his face was healed. Link decided to take the bandage off today.
He looked at his face in the mirror. The five gashes had healed, but they
left ugly scars that would probably remain for the rest of his life. He
wondered how Saria would react to this. Link hadn’t taken the bandage off
in front of her, so she didn’t know how bad the gashes were. This would
be a surprise. Link made a mean face into the mirror. The scars would definitely
make him look tougher; maybe Mido and the others wouldn’t pick on him anymore.
After he got dressed, Link walked to
Saria’s house like usual. They always had breakfast together. They decided
long ago to meet at her house every morning instead of Link’s. Link didn’t
like people coming over in the morning; he was usually a grouch when he
was waking up. Saria finally suggested this arrangement after having one
too many pillows thrown at her. Link knocked and walked into Saria’s house.
She had already prepared breakfast for the two of them. Fruit, berries,
bread, and nuts lay in bowls on the table. Link tried baking some bread
for Saria once, but he ended up turning it into a burnt cinder. Link left
the baking to Saria, and they alternated gathering fruit everyday. Link
walked to the table and sat down.
“Morning, Link,” Saria said cheerfully.
She saw the scars on his face. “Ouch, you didn’t tell me that your face
was that bad.” She gently brushed her fingers against the scars
and shuddered. “Does it still hurt?” she asked.
“No,” Link replied. “They’re all healed,
but I think I’ll have these scars for a while.”
“You never really told me what happened
to you,” Saria said as she poured milk from a pitcher into two glasses.
“I felt that it wasn’t wise to ask you right away because I figured you
needed some time. You know you can tell me anything; I won’t tell anyone
else.” Saria gave Link a sad-puppy-dog face. Saria always had a knack for
finding out what was bothering Link. “So, what did happen to you?
And what in the world gave you those cuts on your face?”
Link sat silently for a moment, contemplating
his response. He couldn’t tell Saria what really happened. He never
lied to her before. Maybe he could bend the truth a little. “Well…” Link
stammered, “A big…animal attacked me. When I was walking. In the mountains.”
“Uh-huh,” she replied. “Well, it must’ve
been pretty big to make a mark like that.”
“Yeah. It was a big mountain lion.”
Link stretched his arms out for emphasis. “It had huge claws and it charged
me and swiped at my face. Luckily, Kasuto was there, and he scared it off.
Then when we were climbing down I slipped and fell down the side of a hill.
I landed on a rock and broke my arm.”
“Oh,” Saria said. “Well…why did you
wait so long to tell me what happened? That’s no big deal.” Link breathed
a mental sigh of relief. Saria believed his story.
“I know,” Link mumbled. “But I thought
maybe you would think I was a klutz for falling down a small hill.”
“Oh don’t be silly,” Saria said. “I
already know that you’re clumsy, why would that surprise me? By the way,
how does your arm feel?” Link rubbed his right arm with his left hand.
“It doesn’t hurt that much,” he said.
“It’s just a little sore.” Link continued eating his breakfast silently.
Saria was talking to Link about all of the usual Kokiri gossip when she
noticed that the conversation was becoming one-sided. This was unusual
because Link usually talked Saria to death, not the other way around.
“What’s wrong, Link?” Saria asked with
concern. “You’re usually a lot more cheerful and talkative at breakfast.”
It was true. After Link started eating in the morning, he would begin his
usual babbling. Link would often out-talk Saria, but today was different.
Link was very quiet and kept looking down at the table, as if he were trying
to avoid eye contact. Link looked very depressed today, and this worried
Saria.
“Nothing’s really wrong,” Link finally
replied. “I just feel a little…depressed.”
“Are you sad about Kasuto?” she asked.
Saria could understand that Link would be upset about Kasuto’s death. He
died just a few days after Link met him.
“Well, yes that’s bothering me…but it
shouldn’t be this bad. I just feel so…down.” Link was feeling more than
depressed. He didn’t want Saria to worry about him. What Link didn’t tell
her is how sad he really was this morning. Link felt so depressed that
he didn’t want to even get out of bed. He did it anyways because Saria
would suspect something if he missed breakfast. “Don’t worry,” Link continued.
“I’ll be okay.”
“All right,” Saria said. “I’m sure you’ll
be fine.” Saria got an idea. “Why don’t you go see Zelda? It’s been a while
since you two have seen each other; maybe she can cheer you up.”
“Yeah,” Link said, his face brightening
a little. He hadn’t seen Zelda in ten days. The king told Link that he
was free to come to the castle any time he wanted to; maybe it was time
for Link to take advantage of his offer. “I think I’ll go over there,”
he said. Link finished his breakfast with Saria and left her house. As
he walked through the forest, some of the Kokiri children gave him strange
looks. They were probably looking at his scar. Link ignored them and continued
to walk towards the forest’s exit.
As Link journeyed through Hyrule Field,
his mood began to improve. Nevertheless, he still had a strange feeling
in the back of his mind. He’d never felt as depressed as he did this morning.
Link wondered if there was something wrong with him. Then again, maybe
it was normal for him to feel this way. Link tried to push the depressing
thoughts out of his mind and concentrate on Zelda. He was going to see
Zelda. She would make him feel better.
When Zelda woke up this morning, she
felt depressed. All through breakfast, she couldn’t stop thinking depressing
thoughts. Impa thought that Zelda might just be having a bad day, so she
didn’t bother her. Zelda knew that she had no reason to be depressed. Maybe
it was Link. Yes, it was Link. There was something wrong with him. He was
upset about something. He would probably come over today; Zelda had a feeling
that Link would. I can cheer him up, she thought. She decided to
wear her new dress for Link. She’d bought it a few days earlier, and knew
that Link would like to see her in it.
As Zelda was looking herself over in
the mirror, a servant knocked on her door. “Come in,” she said.
“Um, your highness,” the servant said,
bowing. “Someone is here to see you. A boy.”
“Oh goody!” Zelda exclaimed as she ran
past the servant and headed towards the castle’s foyer.
Link was waiting patiently for Zelda.
The servant he talked to had said that she would be down in a minute. In
his left hand, Link held a small bunch of wildflowers. He’d decided to
pick them for Zelda while he was walking to the castle. Girls like getting
flowers; he hoped that Zelda would appreciate them. Link heard footsteps
rapidly approaching from down the hall, and Zelda came into view. She ran
excitedly towards Link. He smiled and held out the flowers. “Oh you got
me flowers!” Zelda exclaimed as she took them from Link’s hand. “That’s
so sweet!” she gave him a light peck on the cheek.
“I came over here because…”
“You needed some cheering up,” Zelda
interrupted. “I know how you felt this morning.” Link remembered their
empathic connection. “What do you think of my dress?” Zelda said, twirling
around. Link looked at the dress she was wearing. It looked so familiar.
It was all green. The dress Zelda was wearing looked exactly like the one
that Saria wore everyday. She was wearing a Kokiri dress. All Zelda needed
was a fairy and she would make a perfect Kokiri girl.
“Wow,” Link managed to say. “You look
really…nice in that.” Zelda smiled. Link really liked the way she looked
in that dress. Zelda definitely looked like she belonged in the Kokiri
forest.
“Thank you,” Zelda said. “I knew you
would like this. I saw it at the market the other day and I just had to
buy it. I wore it today because I knew you’d like to see me in it when
you came over.”
“How’d you know I was coming over here?”
Link asked.
“Oh, I just had a feeling,” she answered
mysteriously. Zelda grabbed Link’s hand and led him on a journey
through the castle. She did this only because they had nothing else to
do. “You know…” Zelda said after a minute of silence, “I’ve never actually
been to your house, or the Kokiri forest. Of course, I did tell Daddy that
I was going over to your house before, but that was when we had that stuff
to do with Kasuto. Now I’d really like to see where you live. That is,
if it’s okay with you.”
Link had been waiting for her to say
that. He was anxious to show her where he lived. Link had been in the castle
many times, and he wanted Zelda to see the Kokiri Forest. The only reason
he never asked her was because he was afraid she’d say no. Deep inside
him, Link knew that Zelda would never reject him like that. But he still
worried about that anyways. “Sure. I’d love it if you came over to my house,”
Link responded, trying to hide his excitement.
“Oh great!” Zelda said cheerfully. “We
can get Impa to take us over there.” Zelda grasped Link’s hand and dragged
him to Impa’s room. Impa resided in the room right next to Zelda’s bedroom.
Impa turned her head when she heard Link and Zelda enter. She was surprised
when she saw the dress Zelda was wearing. It was so similar to the clothes
Link was wearing. The two children looked so adorable together. Judging
by the look on Link’s face, Impa could tell that Link was uneasy. He probably
wasn’t accustomed to a crazed girl dragging him all over the place. They
were so cute.
“Hi Impa!” Zelda said. She had that
‘I want something’ look on her face. “Impa, you’re not doing anything,
are you?” It was more of a statement than a question.
“No, not really,” Impa replied. She
never had much to do. After all, her only job was taking care of Zelda.
And Zelda was surprisingly self-sufficient. Impa often found herself with
nothing to do.
“Well, I was wondering if I could go
to the Kokiri Forest with Link. You know, for a few days.” Impa didn’t
see any problem with that. Normally, this decision would be up to Zelda’s
father. But he would be gone for a month on a diplomatic mission. He had
left Impa in charge of the castle. “I’d really like to go,” Zelda continued.
“I don’t know…” Impa said
“Oh please,” Zelda whined. “There’s
never anything to do here, and it’s always so boring.” Link just stood
there, not wanting to get involved. He would leave the whining up to Zelda.
“Well, I suppose it’s okay. How long
are you planning on staying?”
“I don’t know,” Zelda said, looking
at Link who shrugged his shoulders. “A few days. A week maybe?”
“A week?” Impa said. “I don’t see any
problem with that. But I can’t stay there with you. Are you sure you’ll
be okay by yourself?”
“Oh yes,” Zelda replied, putting her
arm around Link. “Linkie-pooh will take care of me, won’t you?” Zelda looked
at Link’s flushing face. He didn’t want anyone else to know what Zelda
called him.
That’s so cute, Impa thought.
They
have pet names for each other. “I can tell that Link is a responsible
person,” Impa said. “You should go pack your things, Zelda. Try not to
take too much stuff.” Zelda gleefully agreed and ran into her bedroom,
and Link waited by the door. Impa entered and helped Zelda decide what
to take. Zelda placed a small duffel bag on her bed. She began to fill
it with various items. She packed a small hand mirror, a brush, and other
various toiletries. The only clothes Zelda packed were underwear and socks.
“Aren’t you going to pack any clothes?”
Impa asked. “What are you going to wear?”
“What’s wrong with what I’m wearing?”
Zelda asked defensively. Impa looked at Zelda’s Kokiri dress.
“Nothing. You can wear that if you want
to. But do you really want to wear the same clothes everyday for a week?
What if that dress gets really dirty?”
“Link’s friends have clothes,” Zelda
responded. “I’m sure they’ll let me borrow some if I need to. Besides,
I have two Kokiri dresses.” Zelda walked over to her closet and retrieved
a Kokiri dress identical to the one she was already wearing. She folded
it and placed it into the bag. When Zelda had finally finished packing,
she closed the bag and hurried back to Link’s side. “I’m ready to go,”
she said. Link offered to take Zelda’s bag for her, and she gave it to
him.
“Okay, I guess I’ll escort you over
there now,” said Impa. She began to make her way out of the castle followed
by Link and Zelda. Instead of walking to the forest, Impa took them in
a small, horse-drawn carriage. It was simple and unadorned, so it wouldn’t
draw any attention. Zelda was enjoying the ride, but Link wasn’t. All of
the bumping and jostling was starting to make him sick. Link always got
motion sickness when he was riding in something he had no control over.
They finally reached the entrance to
Kokiri Forest. Link immediately stepped out of the carriage. He was so
relieved that the ride was over. A few more minutes in that thing and Link
would’ve vomited. He forced a smile and picked up Zelda’s duffel bag.
“Are you okay?” Zelda asked, concerned.
“You don’t look so well.”
“I’m fine,” Link replied. “I just got
a little sick on the ride over. I’ll be fine in a couple minutes.” He was
starting to feel better already. He carried Zelda’s bag to the entrance
of the forest.
“I’ll be back in seven days, at about
noon,” Impa said from the driver’s seat of the carriage. Zelda acknowledged
and waved back at her. Impa snapped the horse’s reins and headed back to
the castle. Link and Zelda turned around and entered into the Kokiri Forest
Zelda was amazed when she entered the
forest. This place was beautiful. It looked so peaceful. Many of the children
ran around, going about their daily business. As Link walked Zelda to his
tree house, some of the Kokiri children looked at her. Zelda certainly
looked like a Kokiri girl, except she had no fairy; just like Link. One
of the boys saw Link and approached him; it was Tarin.
“Hi, Link,” said Tarin.
“Hello,” Link said. Tarin was one of
the few people in Kokiri Forest who didn’t pick on Link. Link and Tarin
weren’t really friends, but they weren’t enemies either.
“Who’s your friend?” Tarin asked, looking
at Zelda. “I’ve never seen her before.”
“This is Zelda,” Link said. Zelda smiled.
“Princess
Zelda. Of Hyrule.”
Tarin stood silently for a moment with
a confused look on his face. Then a smile formed on his face. “Oh yeah,
right,” Tarin laughed. “Princess Zelda. I suppose she lives in a castle,
too. She doesn’t look like a princess; where’s her crown?” Zelda scowled.
“Oh I’m sorry your highness,” Tarin said sarcastically, “I’ll leave you
two alone. You always were the joker, Link.” Still laughing, Tarin walked
away from Link and Zelda. They continued to walk towards Link’s house.
“What…” Zelda mumbled with a confused
look on her face.
“Don’t pay any attention to him,” Link
reassured her. “They’re all like that, except Saria. Everyone else here
doesn’t even believe that there’s a world outside the forest. I’ve told
them about what’s outside, but they don’t believe me. They think I’m just
making it up. If anyone bothers you, just humor them.”
“Okay,” Zelda said. This was weird.
She’d never met people that were so sheltered. When she was younger, Zelda
knew there was more to the world than only the castle. Apparently, the
Kokiri children don’t think that anything else exists outside their world.
Link stopped in front of a tree house.
“This is where I live,” he said, pointing
to the second-story door.
“Oh neat. You live in a tree house,”
Zelda said, smiling. “How come you have a tree house and everyone else
has houses on the ground?”
Link shrugged his shoulders. “I don’t
know, I guess it’s ‘cause I’m special,” Link said, smiling. “Go ahead,
climb up.” Zelda looked at the ladder and began to climb it. She stopped
halfway and looked down at Link.
“How are you going to get up here?”
Zelda asked. “I mean, with your arm…and you carrying your bag. I don’t
want you to hurt yourself.”
“I’ll be fine,” Link replied. “I’ve
gotten used to climbing up the ladder using one arm.” Link slung the duffel
bag over his shoulder and motioned for Zelda to continue climbing. When
Zelda reached the top, Link climbed the ladder. Zelda was worried that
Link would slip and hurt himself. When he made it to the top, Zelda let
out a breath she didn’t know she was holding. “See, I told you I’d be fine,”
Link said with a smirk.
Zelda walked into Link’s house. It was
small, but cute. Zelda thought it would be fun to live in a place like
this. She could be a normal person and not have to act like a princess.
Zelda often tired of having to do ‘official’ things. Every time she had
to be present for some kind of royal ceremony, she faked being sick. It
worked a couple times, until they caught on to her. She had to try more
ingenious method to get out of doing things. Like the one time she dyed
her hair pink. That worked really well, but she got into a heap of trouble.
In addition, it took almost two months for the color to wear off. But this
place was nice. She could be a normal kid here.
“Sorry this place is so small, but…”
“Oh I just love it!” Zelda interrupted.
She ran and jumped onto Link’s bed. “This place is so cozy. So, where am
I going to sleep?”
“Um…Well, I was thinking that if it
doesn’t rain, then we could put some blankets on the grass and sleep under
the stars. It’s really pretty at night.” Link often preferred to sleep
outside. He liked to watch the night sky and the shooting stars. “And if
the weather goes bad,” he continued, “you can sleep on the bed and I’ll
sleep on the floor.” Zelda thought it was so nice of Link to offer her
the bed.
“What do you want to do now?” Zelda
asked.
“I don’t know,” Link replied. “We can
go to Saria’s house, I’ll introduce you to her. She’ll probably want to
meet you.” Zelda agreed. She followed Link out if his tree house. Zelda
looked forward to meeting the girl that Link talked about so much. When
Link first told Zelda about Saria, she started to feel jealous. Zelda was
relieved when Link told her that Saria was a sister to him. That meant
that Zelda didn’t have to compete with her. Zelda tried not to let it show,
but she was very possessive of Link. She didn’t want people trying to take
him away from her.
“This is it,” said Link when they reached
Saria’s house. They walked in the house and saw Saria sitting at her table,
reading something. Saria closed the book and smiled at Link and Zelda.
“Hi, Saria,” said Link. “I want you to meet Zelda.”
Zelda smiled politely. “It’s a pleasure
to meet you,” Zelda said in her ‘princess’ voice.
“So, you’re the one Link’s always talking
about,” Saria said. “He really likes you.” Link blushed slightly. “I like
your clothes. They look just like mine.” Zelda looked down at her dress
and then at Saria’s. They were almost identical.
“Thanks,” Zelda said. “I bought it at
the market. Some weird lady had a whole cart of clothes and I saw this
dress and I thought ‘this looks like what Link wears, I think I’ll get
this and see what he thinks.’ And when Link came over I decided to wear
it for him. So, does it look authentic?”
“Yes, it does,” Saria answered. “It
looks like something I would’ve made myself.”
“Oh, that’s great,” Zelda continued.
“I’m glad that it looks real because I didn’t want to spend all my money
on something that didn’t look real. Of course, I have a lot of money and
I can afford it, but it’s the principle of the thing, you know?” Wow,
Saria thought, she rambles just like Link does. They’re definitely made
for each other.
“So you’re the princess of Hyrule,”
Saria said.
“Yes,” Zelda answered. “You actually
believe that I’m a princess?” Zelda was somewhat surprised that Saria believed
Zelda was a princess. After the reaction Tarin had given, she didn’t think
anyone would believe her.
“Of course I do,” said Saria. “Link
told me all about you. And Link never lies about anything.”
“Saria is the only one who believes
anything I say,” Link told Zelda. “Everyone else thinks I’m crazy.”
“You are crazy,” Saria said with a smirk.
Link stuck out his tongue at her.
“Oh, my Linkie-pooh isn’t crazy, he’s
just misunderstood. Right Link?” Zelda said, hugging him. Link’s face flushed
even more. Maybe it wasn’t such a good idea for him to put these two girls
in the same room. Zelda and Saria looked at each other and giggled. Link
had no idea what they were giggling about, but he knew it couldn’t be good
for him.
“You know, Link…” Saria began, “It’s
almost time for lunch.”
“Yeah, I’m hungry,” Zelda whined playfully.
“What’re we having? What do you usually make for lunch?”
“Well, Saria eats lots of fruit and
stuff,” Link answered. “And I usually go over to the stream and catch a
fish. She bakes bread and I cook the fish.”
“Oh Zelda, you should’ve seen the time
Link tried to bake a loaf of bread,” Saria said, trying not to laugh. “He
ended up mixing it wrong, and then he baked it too long. He filled the
whole house with smoke and burned the bread to a crisp.” Zelda looked at
Link and giggled. “It was like a big lump of coal. Link can cook the fish,
though. He seems to be pretty good at it, but I don’t eat meat so I’ve
never actually tasted it.”
“I like fish, Link,” said Zelda. “Will
you go catch one for me, too?”
“Sure,” he replied. “I’ll go catch some
now. And I have to gather some berries and stuff, too. It’s my turn today.
I’ll be back in a little while. You two won’t talk about me when I’m gone,
will you?” Zelda and Saria smiled slyly.
“Oh, of course not, Linkie-pooh,” replied
Zelda.
“We’ll be fine. Zelda can help me make
the bread,” Saria said to Link as he was walking out the door. Suddenly,
Zelda got an embarrassed look on her face.
“I…don’t know how,” Zelda mumbled. “I
mean, I can’t…cook. I never had to cook anything in the castle, and I’ve
never even been in the kitchen. I’m not saying that I’m some kind of spoiled
brat or anything, but I’ve never needed to cook anything before.”
“Don’t worry,” Saria reassured her.
“I’ll show you how. It’s not hard to make a loaf of bread. I really don’t
know how Link messed it up when he tried to make bread one time. I guess
baking isn’t one of his talents. He can cook the fish, though. He cleans
it and everything.”
“Cleans it?” Zelda asked curiously.
“He cuts it open and takes the, you
know, guts out,” Saria said with a disgusted look on her face. “It’s
really gross. I watched him do it one time. That’s when I became a vegetarian.”
“He pulls the guts out?” Zelda
said with a fascinated expression. “That sounds so neat! Are they all gooey
and slimy?” Saria looked sickened. The first time she saw Link gut a fish,
she puked. How could this girl, a princess, be so fascinated by
gutting a fish? Maybe Link was right about Zelda being a tomboy.
“You mean you’d actually want to see
a fish being gutted?” Saria said, surprised.
“Well, I don’t know,” Zelda said, self-conscious.
“I think it might be interesting to see it once.”
“Oh, well, you can help him do that
later. Right now, I’ll show you how to make bread.” Saria opened a cupboard
and removed a sack of flour, a small pouch of yeast, and other various
materials that she needed to make bread with. Zelda listened and watched
attentively as Saria explained everything to her.
Link sat on the bank of a small stream
deep in the Kokiri forest. He had his fishing rod in the water, waiting
for a bite. It was a lot more boring trying to catch fish in the stream
than in the fishing pond at Lake Hylia. They raised fish at the pond; catching
a fish at this stream was mostly luck. He’d been sitting there for twenty
minutes, and hadn’t gotten a bite. Link sat there, thinking.
He started to feel unusual. Physically,
he was fine. But his emotional state was changing. The deep depression
he’d had this morning was starting to return. Why do I feel this way?
Link thought. I should be happy. Zelda is here. She made me feel better
earlier, so why am I sad now that she’s here? This depression wasn’t
normal. Link never felt this sad.
The sadness was replaced by something
else. A voice. It was a voice in his head. It wasn’t an alien voice, it
seemed like it was always there. It was the voice from deep inside him,
the voice he never listened to. It seemed to be breaking from its prison
inside him. It was the darkness in Link’s soul that was talking to him
now. What am I doing here? Why I am doing this for them? What is the
point of life? Why am I wasting away on this miserable world, with nothing
but suffering? This voice inside him was asking the questions Link
never asked. But they were the questions he always wanted to ask. He never
listened to this voice before, but now he was. The voice was louder than
it had been any other time in his life. It was Link’s dark side. The part
of him that was everything bad, everything angry, and everything evil.
The shadows deep inside his soul were fighting with the rest of his soul.
Link’s good side, the one he cherished and lived for, was being attacked
from the darkness within. The part of his soul that he always suppressed,
the darkness, was starting to emerge from its prison. It was starting to
take him over, and it wouldn’t stop until Link was dead.
Chapter Two: The Possession
Yes, it was working. Daimanius’s plan to take over Link was working. He would use Link’s dark side against him. The dark side that every person possessed, but that which most never saw. Daimanius was weak, his power was nearly zero. But that didn’t matter, Link would destroy himself. That was the plan.
A tugging startled Link out of his near-trance.
He felt something tugging at his arm. The fishing line. A fish had finally
taken the bait. Link tried to think of an easy way to reel this fish in.
His arm was broken, so he couldn’t really use two hands. This fish was
a fighter; it was hard just to hold on to the reel. Then Link got an idea.
He made sure that the line was locked so it wouldn’t extend any further,
and he began to walk backwards. Instead or reeling the fish in, Link would
drag it out of the water. After walking a few yards, he saw the fish flop
in an out of the water. It was a large catfish that must’ve been at least
ten pounds. This would be plenty for two people. The catfish flopped and
jumped wildly as Link pulled it onto dry ground. Link swore that he heard
the catfish hiss or growl, but maybe it was his imagination. Fish don’t
make noise, do they? He pulled the reel back a little more so the fish
couldn’t jump back into the water. It seemed to flop and struggle forever.
After five minutes, the fish was finally still. Link reeled the line in
while walking towards the fish, so as not to put too much stress on his
injured arm. Link put the rod between his left arm and his side, and picked
up the fish with his left hand.
Link turned around and began to make
his way back to Saria’s house. He wondered how Zelda was doing. When Link
reached Saria’s house, he removed the fish from the hook and leaned the
rod against the house. He walked in the house, holding up his fish. “Look
what I caught!” Link said, proudly displaying his catch.
“Oh wow!” Saria exclaimed. “Here, come
see what Zelda did.” Zelda was standing by the oven with her back to Link.
Saria went up to her and whispered in her ear. Zelda turned around. Her
face and dress were splotched with flour, and she had a large grin on her
face. It looked like a bag of flour exploded in her face, but Zelda seemed
content.
“Look what I made for you!” Zelda said
gleefully. She picked up a plate with some strange object on it and showed
it to Link. The thing was a light-brown colored, amorphous blob. It looked
like…bread? This thing didn’t look like any loaf of bread Link had ever
seen before.
“Um, what is that?” Link said, pointing
to the blob on the plate.
“It’s bread, silly,” answered Zelda,
still smiling. “Saria showed me how to do it, because I didn’t know how.
I think this is pretty good for a first try, what do you think?” Link managed
a smile. “Is that the fish you caught?” Zelda asked, looking at the fish
Link was holding. Link nodded. “That’s a big fish! Did you…gut it yet?”
“No…” Link said. Why would Zelda want
to know if he gutted the fish yet? “I was going to go outside and do that
right now.”
“Can I watch?” Zelda asked. Saria’s
stomach turned at the thought of Link gutting a fish.
“I guess so,” Link mumbled. “But why
would you want to? When Saria watched she got sick. I don’t want you…getting
sick all over me.” Link remembered when Saria had vomited all over his
clothes; she had never been so embarrassed. Link picked up a wooden cutting
board from Saria’s counter and took it and the fish outside with Zelda
following. He couldn’t believe that Zelda was going to watch him gut a
fish. He walked to the nearby pond fed by a stream that everyone used for
washing clothes and bathing. Link set the cutting board on the ground and
laid the fish on top of it.
“What do we do first?” Zelda asked,
wide-eyed.
“Well, I usually cut the head off first,”
Link answered as he removed a dagger from its sheath on his belt. He never
thought he’d be explaining this to someone. Link quickly cut the head off
the fish and pushed it to the side. Strange…he felt something when he cut
the head off the dead fish. He wished that the fish were alive so he could
make it suffer. Yes, he would love to see this animal suffer. He thought
of what it would be like to do the same thing to another animal, like a
dog or cat. It would feel so good to hear an animal scream in pain. It
would make him feel so powerful.
“I said, what do we do next?”
Zelda shouted into Link’s ear. He was startled out of his daydream. What
were those thoughts I just had? Thought Link. Was that really me
talking? I would never want to make any animal suffer, what’s wrong with
me. I have to answer Zelda’s question or she’ll get suspicious.
“Oh…sorry,” Link mumbled. “Uh…next,
I take the insides out of the fish and then cut it into pieces to cook.”
Link sliced the fish open and removed the organs inside. He then cut off
the tail and sliced down the middle of the fish. He cut the fish into two
large filets, leaving behind the various organs and backbone. He held up
the two clean fillets. “See, now we can cook these and eat them right away.
The good part is that you don’t have to pick bones out of it.”
“Oh, that was interesting,” Zelda said,
looking at the remains on the cutting board. This wasn’t that gross, she
didn’t know what Saria’s problem was. “What do you do with the…leftovers?”
“Well, I usually just dump them by that
tree over there, and some animal comes by and eats it,” answered Link,
pointing to a tree. Link walked over to the tree, dumped the trash, and
walked back to Saria’s house. He set the two fish filets on the counter
and put the cutting board into a sink of soapy water. “It’s Saria’s turn
to do the dishes,” Link said, giving Saria wry smile. She playfully scowled
back at him.
“So Link, do you cook the fish yourself?”
asked Zelda.
“Yeah,” he answered, checking to see
if the fire in the stove was hot enough.
“He can cook food on a fire okay,” Saria
added, “But if he tries to bake something in the oven, he’ll burn the house
down.” Zelda giggled.
“I can’t wait to see how it tastes,”
Zelda said. Link hoped that he wouldn’t botch this attempt at cooking.
Except for baking, his culinary skills were decent. The stove in Saria’s
house was actually a grill. The fire was covered by a grill of iron bars.
Directly above the stove was a large ventilation hood that led to the chimney.
The fish filets sizzled as Link plopped them onto the hot grill.
“These shouldn’t take too long,” Link
said as he took a seat at the table, keeping one eye on the stove.
“So, how often do you cook?” Zelda asked.
“Usually everyday. Since Saria doesn’t
eat meat, I usually just cook for myself. I can grill things pretty good,
but I’m terrible at baking. I don’t know why I can’t bake…I mean, baking
and cooking on the stove are kinda the same thing right? I guess I just
have bad luck when it comes to baking things, I’m just not good at it.
Maybe I’m better at cooking on top of the stove because I can actually
see the food cooking…” Zelda interrupted Link’s ramblings and pointed to
the stove. “Oh yeah, I forgot.” He walked to the stove and flipped the
filets over before they burned.
“You were saying?” Zelda said.
“Um…” Link mumbled. He’d lost his train
of thought again. That happened a lot when he started babbling. “What was
I talking about?”
“You were rambling again,” Saria said.
“My Linkie-pooh doesn’t ramble,” said
Zelda. “He just has a lot to say.” Zelda liked the way that Link babbled
when he started talking. Maybe he was because Link was so much like herself.
She thought it was cute when he started talking endlessly about things.
They usually took turns doing that. Link would prattle on about something,
and when he got tired of talking, Zelda would take her turn prattling.
“Did anyone tell you that you two are
so cute together,” Saria commented. Link and Zelda looked at each other
and then glared at Saria.
“No, not really,” replied Link. “What
do you mean that we’re ‘cute’ together?”
“You know what I mean,” said Saria.
“You two are made for each other, don’t you know that?” Link and Zelda
did know that, but no one ever told them that. “It’s like you both know
what each other is thinking.” Saria didn’t know how close to the truth
she was. Link and Zelda had an empathic connection; they knew each other’s
emotions. “Do you know how much Zelda likes you, Link?” Link knew. “You
should see the way her face lights up when she talks about you. And Zelda,
the same thing happens with him. I’m sure people probably say that you
two are too young to know if you really love each other, but I think you
do. I can tell.” Saria was right, again. She was always very perceptive.
“Yeah you’re right,” Link said. “It’s
just that no one’s ever said it like that before.”
“I think your fish is done,” Zelda said,
breaking everyone’s pensive moment.
“Oh, yeah…I think you’re right,” Link
said, walking over to the stove. He removed the filets from the hot grill
and placed them on separate plates. Saria took a large bowl of salad she
prepared and placed in onto the table. Then she placed the warm loaves
of bread on the table next to the salad. Link brought the two plates of
fish to the table and placed one at his and Zelda’s spot. Finally, Saria
brought a pitcher of milk to the table that she’d gotten twenty minutes
earlier. Link was the last person to sit down at the table, and Zelda gave
him a pouting look.
“Aren’t you going to have the bread
I made for you?” Zelda asked.
“Oh…yes, I forgot.” Link stood up and
retrieved the plate with Zelda’s “bread” on it. He sat down and looked
at the strange thing on his plate. It didn’t look like bread, but it might
taste okay. Looks weren’t everything. At least it wasn’t burnt to crisp
like Link’s failed attempt at baking. Zelda had an expectant look on her
face; she was waiting for Link to eat it.
“Go on,” Zelda urged. Link removed a
small piece from the loaf and put it into his mouth. It didn’t taste bad.
In fact, it tasted fine. Zelda wasn’t bad at baking. Link couldn’t understand
how the bread took on such an odd shape, though. “Oh you like it!” Zelda
said gleefully. “I’m glad you like it because I was worried that you might
not want to even touch it because it looks so weird.” She looked at the
fish on her plate. Zelda grabbed a fork and ate a piece of the fish.
“Ooh. This fish is good. You’re a good cook Link; did anyone ever tell
you that? I like this place so much better than the castle because at the
castle I have to act like a little princess. Well, I am a princess,
but I don’t like being one. It’s so nice to live simple like this. Have
you ever seen how many forks are at the table in the castle? Five! I don’t
even know what they’re for, but Impa says it has something to do with etiquette.”
“Five forks!” Saria said. “Why would
anyone need five forks?” Zelda shrugged her shoulders; she had no idea
why they needed five forks. “And what do you mean by etiquette?”
“Oh etiquette is just a big word that
grown-ups use to justify all their weird rituals,” answered Zelda. “When
people are visiting the castle I always have to follow ‘proper etiquette.’
They have all these stupid rules for how you’re supposed to eat, and how
to act. I hate it so much! I wish I lived here so I didn’t have do all
that stupid stuff. Impa always says I have to do these things because I’m
a princess and that’s my job.”
“What kind of things do you do?” Saria
asked. She was curious as to what the princess of Hyrule actually did.
“Well, sometimes people come over to
see my daddy and they have a big banquet. I have to sit there and act pretty
while all these weird people talk to Daddy about things. I have to eat
a certain way and I can’t talk or anything. And then sometimes we have
these big parades and stuff, and I have to dress up in a big stuffy dress
and wave at people. Plus, they never let me have any fun because I’m a
princess and they don’t want me to get hurt. Sometimes when I don’t want
to do those things I try to get out of it.”
“How do you try to get out of it?” Saria
asked.
“Sometimes I pretend that I’m sick,
but that doesn’t work well anymore because Impa usually knows when I’m
faking it. One time I dyed my hair pink so I didn’t have to go to some
stupid ‘function.’ I got in big trouble and my hair was pink for two months,
but it was worth it.”
“You dyed you hair pink?” Saria
said. She couldn’t believe someone would do that. “How in the world did
you do that?”
“I had some paints that I used sometimes,
and I had some pink paint so I rubbed it all into my hair. You should’ve
seen the look on Impa’s face when she saw it.” Zelda lowered her fork to
the plate for more food, but there was nothing left. She didn’t even realize
that she’d eaten that whole fish already. “Wow, the fish is gone. That
was really good, Link. Why didn’t you tell me that you could cook before?
What kind of fish is this anyways? I don’t think I’ve ever had this before.”
“It’s a catfish,” Link answered.
“Meow,” Zelda said, giggling.
“No, I think they call them that because
they have whiskers, like a cat. Anyways, this was a good one. Catfish don’t
usually taste that good. Sometimes they taste like mud.”
“Well, you did a really good job,” Zelda
said as she stood up and kissed him on the cheek.
“Oh that’s so cute,” Saria teased. “Why
don’t you two lovebirds go outside? I’ll clean up.”
“Oh thank you,” Zelda said. Zelda once
again grabbed Link’s hand and took him outside. “What are we gonna do now?”
Zelda asked, excited.
“I don’t know,” Link said. “What do
you want to do? There’s a whole bunch of things we can do. We could go
swimming, or go for a walk in the woods, or…” he trailed off. Zelda looked
around and her eyes locked on the pond that Link had cleaned the fish by.
A portion of the pond had dried up and left a large pit of mud.
“Let’s go play in the mud!” Zelda suggested
gleefully.
“You want to play in the mud?”
Link asked, confused. He never knew any girl that wanted to play in the
mud. Link liked Zelda even more now.
“Yeah, come on! I never get to do anything
fun like that at home. I’ll race you there!” Link stared at her for a second,
and she bolted for the pit of mud. Link ran after her and they both stopped
when they reached edge of the mud pit. “We should probably take our shoes
off,” said Zelda. She sat on the ground and removed her shoes and socks.
Link agreed and proceeded to remove his boots and socks. He thought it
would be a good idea if he took his cap off, so he removed that, too.
“You go first,” Zelda said. Link slowly
stepped into the cool, soft mud. It felt good between his toes. “That’s
not what I mean,” Zelda complained, “jump in!” She pushed Link hard and
caused him to lose his balance. He fell face forward into the mud. “That’s
it, now you’ve got the hang of it.” Zelda walked to Link’s side as he was
trying to get up. He lifted his body out of the mud, turned around, and
sat down. “Wasn’t that fun?” Zelda teased. Link wiped some of the mud off
his face. The whole front side of his body was covered in the cool muck.
“Oh, that was a blast,” Link said sarcastically.
He extended his arm and pushed Zelda. She, in turn, fell over backwards
into the mud pile.
“I’m gonna get you now!” Zelda said
playfully. She grabbed a handful of mud and lobbed it at Link, hitting
him squarely in the chest. What ensued was a fierce battle between Link
and Zelda, using clumps of mud as weapons. The two repeatedly pushed each
other into the mud and dumped it into the other’s hair. Link and Zelda
couldn’t remember the last time they had so much fun. After about ten minutes,
Saria came outside to look for them. She saw Link and Zelda hurtling muck
at each other and walked over there to see what was going on.
“Are you two having fun?” Saria asked.
Link and Zelda suddenly stopped and stared at Saria, as if they were caught
doing something bad. They were completely covered in mud from head to toe.
They looked like strange brown creatures from another planet.
“Yeah were fine,” Zelda said holding
up a handful of mud.
“Don’t even think about it!” Saria said,
slowly backing off. Zelda decided not to make Saria mad, so she threw the
mud at Link instead. Saria decided to leave them alone.
“I think we’ve had enough fun,” said
Zelda, throwing one more dirt clump at Link. “Let’s go for a swim in the
pond.” They both stood up and wiped as much mud off themselves as they
could. Then they both ran and jumped into the lake, making two huge splashes.
“This is fun, we can wash our clothes while were still in them!”
“You are fascinated by the simplest
things,” Link said. He submerged himself underwater and tried to get all
the mud off his hair. When he came back to the surface, Zelda was smiling
at him.
“You missed a spot,” she said, splashing
him without warning. Link splashed back, and for the next few minutes,
they relentlessly splattered water on each other. When they finally tired
of splashing each other, they stepped out of the water. Their clothes were
really heavy when they were soaked with water.
“What now?” Link said. Zelda shrugged
her shoulders. “We need to dry off. Do you have extra clothes?”
“Uh-huh. I brought two dresses with
me. I can change into one in your house.” They both walked, soaking wet,
to Link’s house. When they had almost reached it, Link saw Mido approaching
them. Oh great, Link thought, here comes Mido. “Who’s that?”
Zelda whispered.
“That’s Mido. He thinks he’s in charge
of the forest,” Link said. Mido approached them with his usual smug expression.
“Link. Who’s this person?” Mido asked.
“You really like bringing strangers into the forest, don’t you?” he said
in a condescending tone. Link was starting to feel angry now. Not his usual
tired-of-Mido’s-attitude anger, but something deeper.
“This is Zelda,” Link said, trying to
be calm.
“Oh, the princess you’re always talking
about,” Mido commented mockingly. “She doesn’t look like a princess. And
why’s she in a Kokiri dress? She obviously not a Kokiri.” Link was starting
to get angrier. He tried to contain it. “She’s a poor excuse for a Kokiri,
just like you.” This was it. Link had had enough with Mido. He was going
to pay for his words. The darkness in Link’s soul came to the surface.
Link was filled with rage now. Link let the rage take over, and he lunged
at Mido.
“I’m going to kill you!” Link bellowed.
He knocked Mido onto the ground and jumped on top of him. Mido was so scared
by Link’s reaction, that all he could do was try to shield his face. Completely
consumed by blinding rage, Link began to pummel Mido with punches. All
Link could see and feel was the desire to kill Mido. His bloodlust wouldn’t
be fulfilled until he beat Mido to death. Mido removed his hands from his
face and tried to grab Link’s arms. Link took advantage of this and planted
a fist on Mido’s face. Link punched again and again and again, each impact
harder than the last. Mido’s face was covered in blood. Blood flowed from
Mido’s broken nose and from his split lip. Another fist landed on Mido’s
jaw and it broke a tooth loose. Mido could taste the blood in his mouth;
he prayed that Link would stop. But this wasn’t enough, the punches weren’t
enough. Mido wasn’t dead yet, Link had to try something else. He wrapped
his hands around Mido’s neck and began to squeeze. Before he could squeeze
harder, he felt something pulling violently at his back.
Zelda and Saria were trying to pull
Link off of Mido. A sudden impact on Link’s left cheek jarred him out of
his insane rage. Saria had smacked Link with her palm. Link let go of Mido
and Zelda dragged him away. Saria knelt by Mido, who was bruised and bleeding,
but still conscious.
“What did you do!” Zelda screamed, almost
in tears. What had happened to him?
“I don’t know!” Link screamed. He was
distraught and completely disoriented. Why did he just do this? It wasn’t
Link attacking Mido, it was something else. Something had come up from
inside him and taken over his body. Link had no control. He could only
watch as his body pummeled Mido. Zelda tried to approach Link and comfort
him. He shot up and glared at her. “Leave me alone!” he shouted. “Don’t
come near me! I don’t deserve your pity!” Link turned around and ran away
from the whole scene. He pushed through the crowd of Kokiri children that
had gathered around Mido. All Link could do was run. He ran as fast as
he could, but he didn’t know where he was going. He thought he heard Zelda
yelling after him, but he wasn’t sure. All he wanted to do was escape.
He had to keep running.
Chapter Three: Open Your Mind
It was part of him now. Daimanius had successfully taken over Link. But Link was still fighting. Perhaps he underestimated Link. Destroying this boy’s soul would be harder than he thought. It would take more than rage to change this child. Daimanius had to turn Link against himself. Still, Link’s display of rage against Mido was promising. If he could make Link attempt to kill another person, killing himself wouldn’t be much more difficult. Daimanius would turn this pure, loving child into his own evil pawn.
Zelda was frantic after Link had run
off. She didn’t know where Link went, but she knew something was desperately
wrong with him. Link was a kind, peaceful person. He would never snap and
try to kill someone like that. All of the children in the forest had gathered
around Mido. They were completely flabbergasted when they found out that
Link had done that to Mido. No one had ever thought that Link would snap
and turn into some kind of maniac.
“I have to find him!” Zelda cried. She
didn’t know what to do.
“I’ll help you,” Saria said. Mido had
gotten up and was as dumfounded about Link as everyone else. Some of the
other Kokiri were going to take care of Mido, now Saria had to find Link.
Saria took Zelda to her house so she could calm down for a moment. “Tell
me exactly what happened.” Zelda was playing the whole scene over and over
in her mind. What had possessed Link to do something like that? It had
all happened so fast. In the blink of an eye, Link went from standing by
Zelda’s side to beating the life out of Mido.
“Mido came over and asked who I was,”
Zelda sniffled. “And Link said it was Zelda. And then Mido said that I
didn’t look much like a princess and then he commented on the dress I was
wearing. He told Link that I was ‘a poor excuse for a Kokiri, just like
you.’ And then Link…he snapped and said ‘I’m going to kill you’ and then
he started beating up Mido.” Zelda sniffled again, trying not to cry. She
was so worried about Link. She prayed that he was okay.
“Mido has said worse things to Link,
and he’s never done anything before,” Saria said. She remembered the many
times Mido had picked on Link and driven him to tears. But Link had never
tried to hurt him before. “Do you have any idea what drove him to go berserk
like that?” Zelda shook her head. “Well, we have to find him. Do you remember
which way he went?” Zelda nodded and pointed in the direction Link ran
to. Saria and Zelda walked past the still stunned Kokiri children and into
the dense trees of the forest.
“Let’s split up,” said Saria. “That
way we can cover more ground. You that way and I’ll go this way.” Saria
and Zelda separated and walked off in different directions. Zelda walked
slowly trying to think of where Link would go. She concentrated on him;
Zelda could feel how upset Link was. He had never been this bad. Link’s
terrible emotions were starting to affect Zelda, too. She wasn’t making
any progress. It was so hard to find someone in these woods. The ground
was covered in thick brush and dead leaves, so there would be no footprints.
Zelda had to follow her feelings.
Zelda had been searching for what seemed
like an eternity, and still hadn’t found any sign of Link. She sat down
on a log and tried to think. She looked around at the seemingly endless
forest. It was so vast, Link could be anywhere by now. Then Zelda thought
she heard something. She listened and concentrated. It sounded almost like
somebody was crying. She tried to figure out where the sound was coming
from. She saw a large fallen tree; the sound was coming from there. She
walked slowly towards the fallen tree, the sound of crying growing ever
louder.
Zelda climbed on top of the huge log
and looked down at the other side. There, lying on the cold ground, she
saw Link. He was lying on his side, curled up in a fetal position. Link
was sobbing, and tears were running down his cheeks. Zelda climbed off
the log and sat on the ground next to Link. She gently stroked Link’s hair
and tried to calm him down.
“Leave me alone,” he mumbled. “Just
go away and leave me here. I don’t deserve your compassion.”
“I want to help you,” Zelda said. “What
happened to you? You’ve never done anything like this before.”
“Don’t you know?” Link said with a disturbing
smile. “He’s inside of me. There’s nothing I can do now.”
“Who’s inside of you? What are you talking
about?” Zelda was even more worried about him. Was Link really going crazy?
He didn’t seem very sane right now.
“The Evil One. The one we thought we
destroyed. He’s in me now. It’s Daimanius.”
“That’s impossible,” Zelda said. “He’s
gone. We destroyed him.”
“Not all of him. It’s my fault. I let
him in.”
“What do you mean?”
“I let him in,” Link repeated. “When
I was in that cave at the South Pole…he talked to me. He told me he would
give me anything I wanted if I followed him. But I told him ‘no.’ But he
didn’t leave me alone. He came to me again...when we were destroying him.
The goddesses told us not to let him in, not to listen to him. But I did.”
“How did you let him in? I would’ve
felt it, too,” Zelda said.
“For a split second I thought of what
it would be like if I believed in him. That’s when he got me.” Link could
think clearly now. He knew exactly what happened.
“But the goddesses said you had to accept
him with your own free will. Daimanius couldn’t just invade you like that.”
“Don’t you see?” Link shouted. “I did
let him in with my own free will. But I didn’t mean to.” Link started sobbing
again. “It was an accident. Now he’s inside of me. He’s trying to control
me.”
“But how could Daimanius be inside of
you?” Zelda asked. “We destroyed him, forever.”
“We didn’t destroy all of him.
Part of him went into me...the rest was destroyed. He’s trying to take
me, I can feel it.”
“Come on. Let’s go home. You need to
rest for a while. We can figure out what to do later.”
“Okay,” Link said. He slowly sat up
and wiped the tears off his face. Zelda hugged him and told him that everything
was going to be all right. She helped him stand up and began to walk him
out of the woods. She kept thinking about what Link had said. He wasn’t
going out of his mind, was he? Link sounded like he was serious; he wasn’t
ranting like a lunatic. What if Daimanius really was trying to possess
Link? What could she possibly do to help him? The Guardians had never said
anything about the possibility of this happening.
Link and Zelda slowly approached the
clearing where all the houses were. The commotion seemed to have died down.
Mido was back in his house and everyone else had gone back to their daily
routines. Link didn’t look like he was in the right condition to climb
the ladder to his tree house, so Zelda walked him to Saria’s house. No
one was home when they entered. Saria must still be looking for Link. Zelda
didn’t want to leave Link alone to go look for Saria; Zelda would just
wait until she came home on her own.
Zelda warmed up some water and moistened
a washcloth. She gently wiped the dirt and blood off Link’s face. It looked
like he’d gotten a bloody nose in the fight, but that was nothing compared
to what he did to Mido. Link was still obviously upset, but he had calmed
down significantly. “How are we going to explain this to Saria?” Zelda
said. “How are we going to tell her why you did this?”
“We have to tell her the truth,” Link
replied in a flat voice. “How else can we explain it?”
“I don’t know,” Zelda mumbled. She tried
to think of something they could tell Saria, but she couldn’t come up with
any ideas. “But can we really tell her the truth? We promised that we wouldn’t
tell anyone what we learned. Can we trust her?”
“Yes, we can trust her,” Link said.
“She never reveals secrets to anyone. We can trust her.”
“What about everyone else? What do we
tell them?”
“What does it matter? They don’t care
about me. Who cares what they think, they can figure it out for themselves.”
Link was right; the rest of the Kokiri children couldn’t care less about
why he beat up Mido. Nobody really liked Mido, and they would probably
forget about it in a few days, anyway.
Saria walked into her house with a gloomy
look on her face. But when she saw Link sitting there, she ran and hugged
him. “Oh you came back!” Saria exclaimed. “I was so worried about you.
Why did you run off like that? Why did you attack Mido like that?”
“It’s a long story,” Link said.
“We have a lot to tell you,” Zelda added.
Saria looked at them both. What were they going to tell her? “We haven’t
been totally honest with you. There’s a lot we need to tell you. You might
want to sit down for this.” Zelda remembered when Kasuto had told her and
Link the truth about the Triforce. Now they had to tell Saria. Zelda thought
of telling Saria only part of the truth, but then she wouldn’t fully understand
what was happening to Link. They had to tell her everything, Saria would
understand. “We promised we wouldn’t tell this to anyone,” Zelda said,
“but we have to tell you. But first, you have to promise not to reveal
what we’re about to tell you to anyone. You can tell this secret to
no one.”
“Okay, I promise,” Saria said. “I won’t
tell anyone.” Link and Zelda then told Saria the entire story of what happened
to them. About the Guardians, the false Triforce, and about Daimanius.
Saria sat at her table, almost in disbelief.
Was what Zelda and Link told them true? No, they would never lie. “Wow,”
Saria said. That was the only thing she could think of to say.
“It was hard for us to believe it when
we first heard it,” Zelda said. “But it’s true, we saw it with our own
eyes.”
“So…” Saria said, mulling over all the
information she’d just heard. “Link is being possessed…by that evil thing.”
“Yes,” Link said. “He’s inside of me.
And I don’t know what to do.”
“This is so hard to believe,” Saria
continued. “But it explains why Link did that. You would never attack anyone
like that, not even Mido. What’s it like? What is he doing to you?”
“I can feel him,” Link said with a shudder.
“I can feel him in my mind. He’s trying to take over my mind, and I don’t
know why. I’m trying to resist, but it’s getting harder. He broke through
when I beat up Mido. I don’t know what will happen if I let him control
me again.”
“What are you going to do about him,
about Daimanius?” asked Saria.
“I don’t know,” Link said, starting
to cry again. “I don’t know what to do! I can’t get him out of my head!
I don’t want him to take my soul, I don’t want this to happen to me.” Zelda
hugged Link again and tried to comfort him. He couldn’t hold his emotions
anymore, and Link began to wail. Why was this happening to him? What did
he do to deserve this? Link was so upset, he was crying for every single
thing that had happened to him in his entire life. As upset as he was,
Link was glad his friends were here. He didn’t want to cry alone this time,
like he had on so many other nights.
“There’s nothing we can do right now,”
Saria said after Link had calmed down. “You need some sleep. But first,
you need to get into some clean, dry clothes.” Link looked down at his
clothes. They were splotched with mud and were still damp. He didn’t realize
that his clothes were still wet; he was too busy with other things.
“Oh,” Link said. “I guess is should
change into some clean clothes. I’ll be back in a minute.” Link stood up
and walked back to his house. He slowly climbed the ladder and walked inside.
Link took off his wet clothes and put them into a basket. He opened a drawer
and removed a set of clean clothing that he quickly put on. He felt better
now that he’d gotten into some dry clothes. Link climbed back of his tree
house and walked back to Saria’s house.
“Much better,” Saria said.
“Zelda, you can go change now,” Link
said. “Your bag and your clothes are at my house.”
“Oh don’t worry, I already changed,”
Zelda said. Link gave her a quizzical look. “I just borrowed some of Saria’s
clothes. We’re the same size.”
“Oh,” Link said.
“Are you hungry?” Saria asked. “You
should probably eat something.”
“No, I’m not really that hungry. I just
want to go to sleep.”
“Okay,” Zelda said. “You definitely
need your rest.” Link turned around and prepared to walk back home. But
before he could, Zelda ran to his side and stopped him for a second.
“I love you,” she whispered, and kissed
him on the cheek. Link smiled and walked back to his house. Zelda went
back to Saria’s table and sat down. “I hope he’ll be okay,” Zelda said
to Saria.
“Me too,” replied Saria. “I think you
should go with him. He needs you.” Zelda thought about that. Saria was
right, Link did need her. She had to be at his side. Zelda nodded and walked
out to Link’s house. She ran to his house and climbed up the ladder. Link
had just gotten into bed, and he saw Zelda standing in his doorway. He
started to get up.
“No, don’t get up,” Zelda said, motioning
for him to lie back down.
“What are you doing here?” Link asked.
“I want to be here with you, you need
me. You can sleep on the bed; I’ll sleep on the floor. You need the bed
more than me.”
“Are you sure?” Link said. “You don’t
have to sleep on the floor. You can have the bed.” Link tried to get up
again, but Zelda pushed him back down.
“Take the bed,” Zelda insisted. Link
decided not to argue and he lay back down. She bent over and kissed him
on the forehead. Zelda looked around Link’s house to try to find out where
he kept extra blankets and pillows. She wished she’d brought one of her
blankets with. Maybe Link didn’t have extra blankets; how often did he
have visitors anyway?
“In the drawer under my bed,” Link mumbled.
Zelda kneeled down and open the drawers at the base of Link’s bed. Ah-hah,
she thought, this is where he keeps them. The drawer had a thick,
down comforter and a thinner blanket, and the other drawer had an extra
pillow. Zelda rolled out the comforter onto the floor and lay down on top
of it. She pulled the thinner blanket over her body and put her head on
the pillow. This isn’t so bad, she thought. The floor isn’t very
hard, and this comforter makes it feel softer. She heard various snorting
and rumbling noises coming from Link. Oh great, he snores.
Zelda rolled onto her side and tried to rest. For an hour, Zelda lay there
thinking about what had happened earlier that day. She really hoped she
could help Link. Finally, her thoughts calmed, and she fell asleep.
Zelda was walking through a village,
trying to find someone. This was strange, it was past noon, and this place
should’ve been bustling with people. But it looked deserted. There were
houses and various carts where merchants displayed their wares, but there
were no people. It was as if everyone had just left without taking anything
with them. Then she saw someone out of the corner of her eye. She turned
and saw what looked like a child standing between two houses. “Hey, you
there!” Zelda shouted.
The child looked at her. “Come here!”
the child answered. It was a young girl, wearing long, flowing robes with
a hood over her head. Zelda approached her. The girls face was covered
by a thin scarf, only her eyes were visible. This girl was the same size
as Zelda, and probably the same age.
“Who are you?” Zelda asked.
“Your friend needs you,” the girl answered.
“Who? Link?” Zelda asked. The girl nodded.
“I know he needs me.”
“Daimanius is trying to steal his soul,”
the girl said. “You can’t let that happen.”
“How did you know that?” Zelda asked.
How could this girl, whom she didn’t even know, know what was happening
to Link.
“I know a lot of things,” the girl answered
cryptically. “And I also know that you are the only one who can help Link.
You, and only you, are the one who has the power to save him.”
“How? How do I save him?” Zelda pleaded.
“Daimanius is pure evil, and pure hatred.
This hatred is trying to infect Link’s soul. Only hatred’s exact opposite
can destroy it: love. Only love can reverse the damage Daimanius is doing
to Link’s soul. More specifically, only your love can save him.”
“But I do love him. Why isn’t he getting
better?”
“Does he know that you love him?”
“Of course,” Zelda said. “I tell him
that all the time. He knows I love him.”
“Are you sure? You tell him that you
love him, but is it enough? You have an empathic connection with him, do
you use it?” Zelda thought for a moment. Link and Zelda could feel each
other’s emotions if they wanted to. But they could only feel them if the
other person allowed it freely. The girl continued, “You feel Link’s emotions
because he lets you feel them, because he loves you. But are you letting
him feel your emotions?”
Then it hit Zelda like a ton of bricks.
Link didn’t feel her emotions. Zelda realized that she had kept herself
closed to Link. Link let Zelda feel his emotions freely. But Zelda didn’t
let Link feel her emotions.
“You’ve kept yourself closed to him,”
the girl said. “You won’t let Link feel your emotions because you’re afraid.
You’re afraid he’ll reject you.” It was true. “You’re afraid that if you
let him feel your emotions, he won’t love you anymore.”
“I never realized that until you said
it,” Zelda said.
“You tell him that you love him, but
that’s not enough. You have to let him feel it. Open your mind to him,
and let him know how you feel. That is how you will help him. That is the
only way. He needs to know that you love him. That will give him the strength
to fight Daimanius.” The girl turned around and started to walk away. Zelda
walked after the girl, and grabbed her shoulder. The girl stopped, her
back still towards Zelda.
“Who are you?” Zelda asked. The girl
removed the scarf that covered her face, and turned around. Zelda was stunned;
it was like looking into a mirror.
“Who’d you think I was?” the girl said.
“I’m you.”
Zelda woke up, startled. That was the
weirdest dream she’d ever had. It was still clear in her mind. She could
still see the girl in the village. Zelda remembered her words. But it wasn’t
another person telling Zelda how to help Link, it was herself. Somehow,
it was Zelda telling herself what to do. Zelda had always know, deep inside
of her, what she needed to do. But she hadn’t listened to that voice until
now. Now she realized how she had treated Link. She hadn’t let Link know
how she really felt. She had to open her mind to him. She would do that,
when Link got up. She would let him know how she felt; he wouldn’t be alone
anymore.
Zelda sat up and rubbed her eyes. It
was still dark, but she could see the sky brightening slightly in the east.
The Sun would rise soon. She looked over at Link’s bed. It was empty. Zelda
stood up and walked over to his bed. She ruffled the blankets to make sure
he wasn’t there. Where did he go? Maybe he just had to go to the bathroom.
He would be back in a minute. Zelda sat on Link’s bed for ten minutes,
but he didn’t return. Zelda was worried. She could feel that Link was depressed.
He was more than depressed, he was distraught. Where did he go? Zelda stood
up and paced the room, trying to think of where Link could’ve gone. Then
something caught her eye, a piece of paper. There was a piece of paper
on Link’s table. It wasn’t there the night before. Zelda picked it up and
looked at it. It was a note from Link. She read it. Zelda, I’m sorry.
I left in the middle of the night so you wouldn’t have to see me do this.
I can’t trust myself anymore. I don’t want to hurt you or anyone else.
There is only one way I can get this Evil Force out of me. The only way
I can keep from hurting someone else is by killing myself. That is the
only answer. I guess I’ll go to Death Mountain; it has such a fitting name.
I’m sorry. I love you Zelda, please forgive me. Link.
Chapter Four: Self-Destruction
Everything was working perfectly. Daimanius’s plan to destroy Link was going exactly the way he thought it would. Link is sealing his own fate. He no longer trusts himself, and he no longer loves himself. Link’s dark side has come out into the open. Now Daimanius won’t have to do a thing, Link would do that for him. Link was going to kill himself. And then his soul would belong to Daimanius; it would be his to do with as he pleased. He could torture Link’s soul for all eternity, the boy who destroyed him.
Zelda was completely hysterical when
she read Link’s note. She didn’t know what to do now. She decided that
she had to tell Saria. With tears streaming down her face, Zelda ran through
the still dark forest to Saria’s house. Zelda ran into Saria’s house; she
was still sound asleep. “Saria!” Zelda yelled. Saria moaned and rolled
on her side. “Saria! Wake up!” Zelda yelled again, shaking Saria violently.
Saria waved her arms around and sat up.
“What, what? I’m up!” Saria said, frustrated.
She saw Zelda. “What’s wrong?” Zelda tried to tell Saria what was wrong,
but she couldn’t speak. She was so upset, that no words would come out.
“It’s…it’s Link…” she stammered. “He’s…”
she sniffled, “He’s going to…”
“What? What’s wrong?” Saria asked, now
very concerned. Zelda was having a breakdown and couldn’t even talk. Zelda
handed Saria a piece of paper. Saria read the note, and thought she was
going to have a heart attack. “No! This isn’t true! Is this some kind of
sick joke?” Saria couldn’t believe what she was reading. Link would never
try to kill himself.
“He’s gone,” Zelda managed to say. “He’s
not here. We have…to find him.” Saria immediately jumped out of bed and
changed out of her pajamas and into her regular clothes.
“He’s going to Death Mountain, right?”
said Saria. Zelda nodded. “Follow me, I know a shortcut.” Zelda followed
Saria as she took her through the forest and into the Lost Woods. They
could both feel the adrenaline coursing through their bodies; they had
never run so fast in their lives. Saria was leading Zelda to the warp that
led to Goron City. As they ran through the Lost Woods, Zelda prayed that
Link wouldn’t kill himself. She knew he was still alive, but for how much
longer?
Link was sitting on one of the many ledges
on Death Mountain. This particular ledge faced east, and was a seven hundred
foot sheer drop to the base of the mountain. The perfect place to jump.
He dangled his legs over the edge, watching the coming sunrise. What a
beautiful way to end it all. He would watch one last sunrise, then he would
jump.
Link couldn’t stand to live anymore.
He didn’t deserve to live. What if his next violent outburst was against
Saria? Or Zelda? He couldn’t let himself hurt Zelda, the girl he loved
so much. What was the point of loving her, anyways? She didn’t love him
back. Sure, she said that she loved him, but he didn’t feel it.
Link was giving his whole heart to her, but she didn’t give him anything
back. What was the point in living if the only thing that mattered to you
didn’t care? No, I don’t deserve Zelda. She deserves someone better.
Why would she want to be with someone like me? She doesn’t want to be with
a failure like me. She’s too good for me; I’m not worthy to be with her.
That’s right, the voice said.
You’re
not good enough for her. What did I tell you before? I told you that you
wouldn’t amount to anything. I told you that you were a failure. I offered
you the chance to have anything you could ever dream of, the chance to
be somebody. But you refused. Now look at you. You’re worthless. You tried
to be someone, but you failed. Just like everything else you’ve ever tried.
And to think, you thought you were good enough for Zelda. Why would she
want to be with someone like you? A princess, who will someday rule all
of Hyrule, wouldn’t want to be with a worthless runt like you. Can’t you
see that she doesn’t really love you? You’ve given all your heart to her,
and what has she given back? Nothing. Some empathic connection you have.
She can feel your emotions, but can you feel her? Of course not. She doesn’t
want you to. If she loved you, she would let you no how she feels. But
she doesn’t love you. That’s why you can’t feel her emotions. Now you’re
going to end it all, you’ll enter into the sweet embrace of death. You’re
not meant to live in this world. No one wants you here. Everyone is a lot
better off without you burdening them.
The voice was right. Link didn’t need
to be here. He had no reason to live in this world. He gazed at the horizon.
It glowed with beautiful shades of red, orange, and violet. A tiny portion
of the Sun peeked over the horizon. This would be a beautiful sunrise.
This was the first time that Link had actually sat and watched one. He
should’ve done this before. It was so beautiful. Oh well, it would all
be over soon.
The glowing orange orb that was the
Sun was fully visible now. The Sun had risen. It was time. Link stood up
and looked over the edge of the cliff. It was a long fall, seven hundred
feet. At least it wouldn’t hurt when he hit the ground. Link looked at
the spectacular view from this mountain vista. At least his last moments
of life would be peaceful, and serene. He would count to a hundred. Then
he would jump. Yes, he needed to have a countdown. He held out his arms,
like a bird. His broken arm hurt unbelievably. It didn’t matter; the pain
would be gone soon. Link took one last look at the sunrise, and closed
his eyes. One…two…three…
Zelda climbed the rocky slope as fast
as she could. She looked behind her and saw Saria sitting on the ground,
Saria couldn’t go any further. But Zelda didn’t care about Saria, she had
to find Link. She knew where he was, she could feel him. They had decided
that the eastern face of Death Mountain would be the most likely place
Link would go. It had a sheer cliff face, the perfect place to jump. The
southern side of the mountain was not steep at all, making this place easily
accessible. Zelda knew Link was here, but she didn’t have much time. Zelda
could feel that Link was eerily calm, she needed to hurry.
Zelda was almost to the top of the mountain.
She climbed faster, tripping over rocks while she tried to run. Her knees
and ankles were bruised and bloody from scraping them on rocks. Her hands
were scraped, gashed, and bleeding from falling onto sharp rocks. On the
climb up, one of Zelda’s shoes had fallen off, and she decided to removed
the other one two. Her feet ached from walking on bare rocks. She was almost
there. She felt a sharp pain in her left foot as she stepped on a razor-sharp
rock. It was lodged in the arch of her foot, the pain was almost unbearable.
But she kept going. The top of the slope was near. Just a few more steps.
When Zelda’s head was above the slope, she saw Link. He was standing up
with his arms outstretched. He looked as if he were about to jump. Ninety-six…ninety-seven…ninety-eight…ninety-nine…
“Stop!” Zelda yelled, running towards
Link. “Don’t jump!” He turned around and saw Zelda running towards him.
In the blink of an eye, she tackled him and pulled him away from the edge
of the cliff. He opened his eyes and saw Zelda pinning him to the ground.
“Please don’t jump,” she cried, tears flowing from her sparkling eyes.
Link had never seen that look in her face before. “I love you. Don’t jump.
Don’t listen to him. I need you here. I can’t live without you.
I’m sorry I didn’t let you know that I loved you. But you know now. Feel
it. Know it.”
Link pushed Zelda away and stood up.
“Why are you here?” he shouted. “You weren’t supposed to come until after
I was gone. You don’t need to be here. I don’t want you to see this. Why
do you even care? I’m nothing! And I’ll never be anything! You deserve
better than me!”
“No!” Zelda said. “You are the one I
deserve, you are the one I love. You’re the only person that matters to
me anymore. Don’t take that away from me,” she pleaded. “Don’t leave me
alone. I need you…and you need me. Please…I’ll die without you.” Link turned
his back on Zelda. Lies. They were all lies. But Link still loved her.
Link couldn’t let her watch him die. He would have to do it somewhere else.
He had to run away from her.
Link ran towards the same slope he’d
climbed up. He would have to kill himself somewhere else. He ran down the
slope. Then a rock slipped. His feet slipped out from under him and he
began to roll down the hill, déjà vu. He rolled for
a few seconds until he hit a large rock. The side of his head impacted
on the rock, he felt the shock through his whole body. The pain in his
head was tremendous, and he could feel warm blood soaking into his hair.
It wasn’t exactly self-inflicted, but it would have to do. He felt tired.
The world was spinning. Yes, it would be over in a few seconds. As his
vision blurred, he saw Zelda running towards him. He didn’t want her to
see him die. But it looked like that’s the way it would be. It was her
fault if she saw this. Link couldn’t feel his body anymore, everything
was numb. Then the darkness came as he fell into the sweet embrace of death;
it was over.
Zelda ran to Link and kneeled by his
side. She looked at his battered body. His head was nestled atop a rock,
with blood soaking his hair around a huge gash. She leaned over and embraced
his lifeless body. “I love you,” she said. “Please don’t leave me.” Link’s
head flopped loosely as she embraced him. His eyes were closed, and he
wasn’t breathing. She put her ear to his chest, she couldn’t hear a heartbeat.
He
can’t be dead. This isn’t supposed to happen. I love him. She held
him again, and prayed that he would come back. Then Zelda cried out as
loud as she could, so the whole world could hear, her scream echoing through
the mountains.
Link was standing in some kind of open
space. It was all white here, everywhere. It was like his experience with
the Triforce; only his body was here also. He heard footsteps echoing behind
him. He turned around to see a small figure cloaked in black. The figure
slowly approached, his face shadowed by a hood. As the figure grew closer,
the face came into view. It was a boy, with fire-red eyes and a disturbing
smile. He looked like Link. “Well done,” said the boy in a low, evil-sounding
voice. “I didn’t think you would do it. But I guess I’m more powerful than
you thought. I have to say, I couldn’t have done it without his
help.” Link knew who the boy was talking about, the Evil One. The force
that had possessed him. Link could think clearly now. He knew that this
wasn’t right. This was wrong. He wasn’t supposed to be here.
“Who are you?” Link said.
“I am you,” the boy answered. “More
specifically, I’m the evil you. I’m your dark side.”
“I have no dark side!” Link said defensively.
The boy cackled.
“Oh, come now. Of course you have a
dark side. Everyone does, even you. You locked me away for so long. I thought
I would never get out. I couldn’t without his help. I sat in that
cold prison inside your soul, waiting for your guard to come down. Now
it has finally happened. It’s so much better this way; you should’ve let
me take over long ago. We’re quite alike, you and I.”
“No! I’m nothing like you!” Link shouted.
“Don’t be so naïve. You wanted
me to come out. You just couldn’t do it by yourself. You had to wait until
Daimanius showed you the way. There’s no turning back now. Embrace your
dark side, come with me and him. You can spend eternity with us.”
“I don’t want to spend eternity with
you! I won’t let you take me to hell!”
“It’s a little late for that,” the boy
cackled. “You’re gone now. Don’t you know? You’re dead. Don’t reject your
dark side, embrace it. It’s so much better here. Forget about the world
of the living, you have no place there. It’s too late to change your mind,
follow the path you have chosen…come.”
“No! No, no, no, no, no, no!!” Link
screamed. With an astounded look on his face, the boy disappeared.
Link was somewhere else now. It looked
the same, but it felt different. Out of the whiteness, he saw the figures
of people materialize from the air. He knew them all, but he’d never seen
some of the faces before. It was peaceful here, he wanted to stay. A kind
looking woman approached Link and hugged him. She had blonde hair and blue
eyes; she bore a striking resemblance to Link. “It’s okay,” the woman said.
“You’re safe here…my son.”
Tears welled in Link’s eyes. “Mother…”
he whispered. She kissed him on the forehead. Link opened his mouth to
speak, but she put her finger on his lips.
“Shhh,” she said soothingly. “Don’t
worry. I love you, I always have. That is why I took you to the Kokiri
forest.” The people gathered around vanished suddenly, leaving only Link
and the woman. “I remember the day I brought you there. It was so sad for
me. I had to give you up, to save you. So I gave you to the only one I
could trust, the Great Deku Tree. He took care of you. I remember the last
time I saw you. Mido was holding you, because I was too weak. Mido is so
mean to you, but that’s not the way he really is. He loves you, he took
care of you like his own child.”
“He…took care of me?” Link said. The
woman nodded. “But I hurt him…I almost killed him.”
“That wasn’t you who attacked him. Mido
knew that. He doesn’t hate you.” She looked into Link’s eyes and ran her
hand through his hair. “I was so proud of you, watching you grow up. You’ve
accomplished so much in your short life, but you’re not done. There’s more
you have to do. You just rejected your dark side, and by doing so, you
have purified your soul. Daimanius is gone now. All you had to do was say
‘no.’”
“I want to stay here,” Link said. It
was so peaceful here.
“I know. It’s beautiful here, but you
have to go back. You have something better waiting for you back home.”
The whiteness vanished, and they were standing in a beautiful meadow. There
were birds and beautiful flowers everywhere. He felt love here…more than
he had ever felt before. “This is what’s waiting for you,” the woman continued.
“You know what this is.”
“It’s…love,” Link said. He could feel
it here. He knew it was Zelda, he could feel that she loved him.
“It’s Zelda’s love, for you. You can
feel her love for you now. That is what you wanted, that is what you always
wanted.”
“I loved her, but she never gave it
back. She never let me have any hint of her emotions…even when I gave everything
to her.”
“But you can feel it now,” the woman
said. “She made a mistake, and she has paid dearly for it. She is giving
her heart to you now, don’t leave her alone. Go to her, my son. She’ll
die without you. You have so much ahead of you. You still have a whole
life to live. But don’t listen to me; you have to make your own decision.
It is your choice, and yours alone. Please, don’t stay here. It’s not your
time.” The woman turned around and vanished along with the meadow.
Zelda held Link’s body tight, her head
buried in his chest. She was crying, crying more than she ever had in her
life. Link’s eyes opened and he gasped loudly. Air, he needed air. He took
a deep breath, and saw Zelda kneeling beside him. Her face was streaked
with tears, and her eyes were focused on his. Her face glowed with happiness.
She embraced him. “You’re alive!,” she said with tears of joy. “I didn’t
want to lose you.” Her head was on his chest again, her words muffled by
his clothing. “You’re the only thing that matters to me. I love you, don’t
leave me alone. I’m sorry I never let you feel that I loved you. You can
feel it now. I’m sorry,” she cried. “I love you more than anything.”
“I know,” Link whispered. “I know that
now. I’m the one who should apologize, I was wrong to do what I did. But…I
had no control. I couldn’t help it…”
“It’s okay now,” Zelda said. Link looked
down at her foot. He saw a rock lodged in the arch of her foot, with blood
oozing around it.
“You’re hurt!” he said. Zelda looked
at her foot, she didn’t even notice the injury. Link unwrapped the bandages
that held the wooden splint to his broken right arm. Zelda’s looked worried
but Link reassured her. “My arm will be fine.” He removed the rock from
Zelda’s foot and wrapped the bandage tightly around the bleeding wound.
“Thank you,” she said. Link wondered
where her shoes went. He couldn’t let her walk barefoot. He removed his
boots and gave them to Zelda.
“Put these on,” Link said. “I don’t
want you to get hurt any more.” Zelda gently slipped the boots over her
bloody feet. The boots fit fairly well. Link’s feet weren’t much bigger
than hers. “Let’s get down from here, I don’t like this place.” Zelda agreed,
she had to take him home. Link stood up, grimaced, and held his head.
“No, don’t,” Zelda said. “You’re hurt.
Let me help you.”
“I’ll be fine,” Link insisted. He tried
to get up again and felt dizzy. The world spun in circles again, and Link
passed put and fell onto the ground. Zelda quickly checked to make sure
he was okay. He was still breathing, he probably needed the sleep. There
was only one thing she could do. Zelda bent over and placed her arms underneath
Link. She pulled him towards her chest and picked him up. Link wasn’t very
heavy. Zelda could carry him. She slowly walked down the slope, carrying
the unconscious Link.
Link awoke and looked at his surroundings.
He was home, in his bed. Zelda was sitting on a chair next to him. “He’s
awake,” Zelda said. Saria walked over and peered at Link. Now they were
both hovering over him. Link tried to sit up, but the pain and dizziness
combined with Zelda’s hand pushed him back down. “You’re not going anywhere,”
Zelda said.
“How did I get here?” Link asked. He
had no idea how he’d gotten from Death Mountain back to his house.
“Zelda carried you after you passed
out,” Saria said. Link never thought that Zelda was strong enough to carry
him.
“You got a really bad bump on the head,”
said Zelda. That was an understatement. His head hurt like hell. It felt
liked he’d cracked his skull. Link couldn’t move his head without igniting
a wave of pain. “I bandaged it up for you. And we put a new splint on your
arm.” Link could feel the bandage wrapped around his head. Then Link thought
about Zelda, she was hurt, too.
“What about you?” Link asked, concerned.
“Your foot, are you okay?” Link hated himself for causing harm to come
to Zelda.
“I’ll be fine,” she said. “You’re the
one that’s hurt. You won’t be moving for a while. You need to stay in bed
and rest.” Link didn’t like being told what to do, but he knew Zelda was
right. He didn’t want to get up. “You’re lucky you’re alive,” Zelda said.
“I know,” Link said. “But…I was dead.”
Zelda knew that. She remembered holding his lifeless body, praying for
him to come back.
“Why did you want to kill yourself in
the first place?” asked Saria.
“I don’t know…I let him take over. I
let my dark side make my decision. It was the wrong decision. I felt like
no one in this world wanted me, I didn’t see any reason to live. But then,
I saw…my mother. She was there. She told me that I had to go back, because
Zelda needed me. Then I felt you there, Zelda. I knew I couldn’t leave
you. I couldn’t leave you alone.”
“Thank you,” Zelda said. “Thank you
for coming back to me. I couldn’t live without you. But please…promise
me one thing.”
“What?” Link asked.
“Don’t ever do anything like that again!”
Zelda scolded. “Do you know how worried I was?” Link knew he deserved to
be yelled at. He deserved a lot worse, but he was happy to get by with
just a scolding.
“I promise,” Link said, trying to smile.
“That’s better,” Zelda said. “Now, no
more talking. You need to rest. You just close your eyes and go to sleep.”
She bent over and kissed him on the forehead. “I love you.” Link smiled
and closed his eyes. For the first time in days, he could sleep peacefully.
He no longer had to worry about Daimanius, and being possessed by him.
He could relax now; no more worries, no more pain.
Epilogue
Link had been bedridden for days after
his suicide attempt. After a week, he was finally able to walk around his
house. But that was the limit of his abilities. He had suffered a severe
concussion when he hit that rock. The head injury hadn’t affected his mind
or speech, but his body was a different story. He had trouble standing
for long periods of time. If he got up too fast or stood too long, he would
black out. Recovering would be a long, hard task. But he was managing okay.
Two weeks after the incident, Link decided
it was time to talk to Mido. Zelda had recommended it the previous day.
Zelda had spent the entire two weeks with Link. Impa was surprised when
Zelda told her that she was going to stay for a while. Instead of asking
Impa for permission to stay, Zelda declared that she would stay.
After all, she was a princess. She had to use her power sometime. Zelda
was Impa’s boss, anyways.
With the aid of a crutch, Link slowly
walked to Mido’s house. It was hard to keep his balance, but he persisted.
Link knocked on the doorway. “Who’s there?” asked Mido from inside.
“It’s me, Link,” he answered. “Can I
come in?” He poked his head into the house.
“Sure, come in.” Mido waved Link inside.
“What do you want?” Mido asked. His tone of voice was different; it wasn’t
condescending. He talked to Link as if he were an equal. Link limped to
a chair and sat down.
“I…came to apologize,” Link said. “I’m
sorry for what I did to you. I wasn’t…myself. I know that’s no excuse,
but I couldn’t control myself. I regret what I did so much…I didn’t really
want to hurt you. I’m sorry. I hope you’ll accept my apology.” Link hung
his head, shameful of what he did.
“It’s okay. I should probably apologize
to you. I brought it on myself. I should’ve never talked to you
like that. I’m sorry for all the times I was mean, and…cruel to you.”
“I guess we were both wrong,” Link said.
Mido nodded.
“I never knew you had it in you,” Mido
said. “I guess I picked on you because I thought it would be easy…because
I thought you were too weak to fight back. I was wrong. I supposed I’ll
have to stop bothering you now that I know you can beat the tar out of
me.” Mido smiled. “You look like the one who took a beating, though.”
“Yeah, I guess so,” Link said. His injuries
were far more severe than Mido’s. Mido had gotten some bruises, a black
eye, a broken nose, and lost a tooth. Link had suffered a concussion and
barely avoided brain damage. The day after his suicide attempt, Link discovered
that he’d also cracked a rib. That was really painful. All in all,
they both ended up suffering many injuries.
“Why don’t you go home and get some
sleep?” Mido suggested. Link agreed; he needed to go back home. Even though
he could walk around now, he was still very weak. Walking to Mido’s house
was exhausting. Link told Mido goodbye and walked back to his house. Because
of his injuries, it was almost impossible for Link to climb the ladder
to his tree house. So Saria had convinced some of the Kokiri to help her
build stairs. Now Link only had to perform the simpler task of climbing
a flight of stairs instead of a vertical ladder. Link couldn’t thank Saria
enough for helping.
Today, Zelda decided to go back home.
She had things to do at the castle. She packed her things and prepared
to leave. “Don’t worry,” Zelda said. “I’ll come and visit you everyday.”
“All right,” Link said. “You need to
go home. I have people to take care of me here.” Link stood up and prepared
to see Zelda off. She picked up her bag and smiled.
“I love you, Linkie-pooh,” she said.
“I’ll come back tomorrow.” She turned around to walk away, but Link grabbed
her shoulder. She turned around and looked at him. Link decided to take
the initiative. For the first time in his life, Link kissed Zelda.
The End
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SERIOUS NOTE: Unlike this story, many suicide attempts don't have a
happy ending. If you or someone you know is contemplating suicide, GET
HELP! Wanting to kill oneself is not something that should be taken lightly.
If a person seems to be obsessed with death, or mentions suicide, it could
be a cry for help. Take even the most casual sounding comments seriously.
For more information about sucide, such as warning signs, go to this website:
http://www.nami.org/helpline/suicide.htm
It's never too late to help someone.